Some people felt that when people cry and slit their wrist over someone who made them upset is stupid. Truth is, they don't know how hurtful and tiring it is to keep getting upset over the same reason. They don't understand that maybe sometimes, we just want that heart-aching feeling to go away.
Extremely devastated, and it has been long enough since I've felt so much pain in the chest. I listened to the songs that reminded me of you, I thought about what we have had in the past. I stared at my palms trying to get back the warmth I've felt when you used to hold my hands. I found myself tearing for an hour unknowingly just by staring at your picture. Going to your twitter, checking up on your whatsapp last seen... so tell me now, what on earth can I do to move on?
Because "Yes give up", my heart's officially dead.