How does being happy even feels like? Or was it because I've been asking for too much in life? I don't know.
It felt like shit when change is the only thing that is constant. I constantly felt like people didn't care, when truly I was the one who expected way too much. And it's extremely devastating, depressing and disheartening to know that in reality, whatever shits that you're gonna be in, whatever obstacles that you've been put through, life still goes on and time doesn't waits for anyone. I've been constantly feeling like I'm all alone by myself, all these while and maybe in the future, this case will stays the same.
Sometimes I wished I could feel less lonely.